Post by Bagheera on Jan 28, 2024 20:50:32 GMT
I have no idea why bit that result has really got to me. I dont mean to be over dramatic, but i'm gonna write this and use you(this forum) to hopefully help me come down a bit.
I cant really explain it but since thats ended i'm awash with real anxiety(something I do have to deal with time to time). I dont know if it was the hope we'd get the result. Perhaps the growing dispair throughout the game at not scoring and knowing that this team continues to go through this hell without any respite? Maybe the growing tensions around it all.
Hockey is something that gets me emotional in many ways, the highs and the lows. I'm not shy of being critical of the club as a whole but this whole situation has me and many others feeling very differently.
It's so strange because in one way the results dont really matter at the same time as becoming all that matters. We want them to win to save them from further missery.
It never, ever gets me anxious and emotional in this way though. It's all just so desperate. Sorry for the brain dump. Hopefully it makes sense. If I feel like this, I dread to think what those in the organisation must be feeling.
I cant really explain it but since thats ended i'm awash with real anxiety(something I do have to deal with time to time). I dont know if it was the hope we'd get the result. Perhaps the growing dispair throughout the game at not scoring and knowing that this team continues to go through this hell without any respite? Maybe the growing tensions around it all.
Hockey is something that gets me emotional in many ways, the highs and the lows. I'm not shy of being critical of the club as a whole but this whole situation has me and many others feeling very differently.
It's so strange because in one way the results dont really matter at the same time as becoming all that matters. We want them to win to save them from further missery.
It never, ever gets me anxious and emotional in this way though. It's all just so desperate. Sorry for the brain dump. Hopefully it makes sense. If I feel like this, I dread to think what those in the organisation must be feeling.
